random darkness
Just another random suicidesArchive for irritants.
5sec outburst- anger
Ok, now, I don’t get angry often. But when I do, thats it. It may last like what, 5secs? yea. Just like today. What happened u ask? well, apparently, someone decided to put personal feelings ahead of work. Which is why I blew my head off. Well actually thats only the tip of the iceberg. Had to laugh it off cause figured taht it wouldnt be good for the working environment if a fight had a occured. I was ready to give him one frightful punch back then. I think both of them were shocked by my outburst. Well who knows.
But seriously, don’t put personal stuff ahead of ur work, gee. When its time to work, then its obvious that work comes first and not doing it cause ure apparently in love with someone or smt or what. I hate these kinda peeps. Maybe its cause they still havent really matured yet. Might be. But after that, I had him on my ignoed list for most of the time. Didnt really give a damn toohoot of whats happening around him. Pisses me off. Oh well, Tommorrow’s another day altogether.
MY WORTH
WHAT THE FUCK?! Just as I thought I had landed a job, another stupid incident have to happened. Fuckin Lindon prolly throws away my resignation letter. What he have said to Bruce have tarnished my image really bad. It’s really gonna be hard for me now. I’ve like got a month to prove my worth here. Lindon DEFINATELY dose’nt like me working there. I mean he’s obviously trying to get Bruce to fire me and bla bla bla. This is pissing me off. Coz of this incident Rab had to suck Bruce dick to get me reinstated. I mean, will it be awkward now? I hope not. Coz I love working here, guys are funny, girls are prety and I get along very well with them. Indeed.
My weakness:-
- not outgoing enough. BAH! WHAT THE FUCK?!
- Dose’nt smile. The theory is if u smile, guests will return them back, hence enjoying their stay here.
FUCK THAT MAN! I know the importance of communicating with the guests alrite. You don’t have to tell me. And ive always makes the guests to smile back. So dose’nt that makes me smile alot and being outgoing and all?? Geez Louis man… SIgh.
It’s gonna be difficult la like this. Spotlights gonna be on me from today onwards. Blardy Cockenardens.. But! BUT! BUTTTTT!! I’ll bounce back greater than ever. I’ll be the best that theyre gonna regret what they’ve done to incur my wrath! Nah kiddin. But i’ll be the best operator there is! AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT PEACE!
Have’nt been able to hold a conversation with mum lately. Its irritating really. Telling me to do what I DON’T wanna do. I basically just wanna relax at home, chilling.But mum, no no no, work work work is all she can think off. Hey, please Im not in the army anymore. I want time to slack! I want MY time. Where the hell is my time? har? I don’t have one do I? FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!! Seriously why do people just LOVE to annoy me ar? DID I DO SOMETHING TO ANNOY U ALL?? FUCK U! I WAS AT MY OWN TIME AND AT MY OWN SPACE, SO HOW THE FUCK COULD I ANNOY YOU!
Anyway, back to mum. I just got a job at my old place Sentosa Luge. SO HOPEFULLY, NOW, YOU’LL SHUT THE HELL UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE. Let a dude have his peace man… sheesh. And I wanna go NAFA. WHY CAN”T I GO NAFA MUM?! WHY CAN’T I DO SOMETHING THAT INTREST ME RATHER THAN YOU?!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!
and the lists goes on
Was kinda stupid on how people do not know how to listen to specific instructions. I mean, how dumb could they get? The platform the supposed train was running was not in service and yet people are still queueing as though nothing happened. The information was really loud and yet.. sigh.. Just how ignorant people could be sometimes… MRT staff had to come down personally to tell them off. The MRT staff looked like CWO workers though. hahahas. Anywae, they think they big issit, having the staffs came down all the way to tell them platform not in service? Parisites la, i tell u, these kinda people. =/
Okok, I was’nt going to blog about those but I guess I couldnt help it. Such dumbness. =p
Yea, well, was at skatepark at Somerset, and guess who I bumped into? My secondary classmate, a Pinoy buddy. Brian. Or was it Bryan? Damn, I forgot. That just shows how long it has been since we last met. Think it was in 2000? Six fucking years ago!! Gee. And now Im missing secondary school allllllllll over again. Pathetic isn’t it? HAHAS!
“We typify progressive Singapore, imbued with courage love and loyalty….” I kinda forgot the rest of the lyrics to the school anthem…GAHAHAS! I do know everyones gone their own way though. An ADF soldier,a shotgun matt (girls beware), a heavily pregnant gerl, a manicurist, aggresive blader ( thats taht Pinoy guy, I was talking about earlier), stoner (thats me), an army officer even though he did’nt look liek he could make it there when he was in school.. wooo.
And the lists goes on.
my name is art
Ok, im just gonna tell u all this once. So stop askin me where and how i fucking got the name “art”. For starters, I’m not born with that name. I’m born with Muhd Faisal Bin Mohd Ali. That was the name given. Thats my real name. So anyway, it was in primary 2, if i remember correctly, the nickname “art” started sprouting. Oh don’t you be thinkin that I’m great with art at that point of time. Cause im NOT.
Seriously my art was terrible. During that time, us kids were being graded trying to mold anything from a plasticine. Time given was a complete hour. And so, I tried.
I rolled and rolled the plasticine but can’t really mold anything coz my peabrain lacked any creativity. Last 10mins, I HAD to do something rite? rite? Yea well, actually I did, I mold the friggin plasticine into a bird. Well..it had wings at least. Or at least it looked liek wings to me. Grah! And the legs.Oh the legs of the birdie.. Got a “D” for that and the laughter i had to endure. Man, THAT was embarrassing. So, for the next few lessons on art, I did’nt really do anything,was afraid I’d get laughed at. The best way to keep people from laughing at me was NOT to do any art given. See, that way my hideous art crimes won’t be seen hence I won’t look liek a fool.
Guess I was wrong about that. Getting a ZERO for most of the time, I was labelled “artzero” and it got stuck thruout. gee.
After a while, like in primary 4 or 5 [can't really remember when], they [the ones who started calling me artzero] figured it was too long, and so they cut it short, called me “art-z“. Sounds cool, isn’t it? Grah.
In primary 6 they again changed my nick. This time its the simple “art“. And that was to be my permanent nickname for my whole life rite up till present day. Nowadays, I intro myself just using my nick coz its a hassle to keep on switching names. And besides, it’ll be a whole lot damned easier for me if everyone calls me by one name. So yea. art it is.
Contrary to the pathetic me for my art during kiddy days, I have actually improved quite a bit, guess Im a late bloomer? Currently into Graffiti Art, Custom Designs [ t-shirts ] and Sneakers Customization as well. “artzero” is also my tag for graffiti.Also known as “A0″. Grah. But you don’t have to know about these..
So now you know.
SO FUCKING STOP ASKING ME WHERE I FUCKING GOT THE NAME ART!
NETS IT
grah. i wanna a credit card! or at least a debit card. obviously i can’t afford a credit card. oh well, it dosent matter which as long as i could use ‘em to buy stuff online. blardy problematic. was surfing thru some online stores [mainly localbrand, oh you know, the one endorsed by XiaXue, the "celebrity" blogger in Singapore,and yes i was surfing thru her site.] and wow, found some clothing i really liked and guess what? they dont accept NETS. and i wonder why. WHY NOT?! i mean ure Singaporean. the sites Singaporean. and most probably everyones who’s a Singaporean have NETS! so again, WHY NOT?! NETS IT! yea rite. blardy irritating. just when i figured i buy some clothes..
so now i have to go all the way to the friggin bank just to get a debit card. its so freakin far. im friggin lazy. or can u acually do this online? maybe ill try. hmm.
IF i ever have an online store, which im planning to have one up soon as possible, im gonna have nets so that its easy buys for people of all ages. that way kids dunt have to go thru mum and dad juz to get stuff they wanna buy. i mean, its stupid really. stuff you wanna get, what the hell should ur mum / dad give a fuck? so in that sense, isnt nets teh best way out? isnt it? im rite, rite?!
oh what do you all care..
don’t fuck around
don’t fucking attitude me. what the fuck is up with everyone giving me the cold shoulders eh? huh?!huh?!geez. motherfuckers cocksuckers. to the supervisor at wild wild wet, “shorty” fuck off grrl. why the fuck are u calling me to come back? im sure theres a whole lot more people wos werking rite? rite??!! apparently not though. but of course. with the way the management handles staffs, and given the low pay, obviously there WILL be people like me. ive said again and again, that i will be returning soon, so dont make it any harder, you piece of dumb dogshit. this just the kinda thing that makes me quit jobs. are all management LIKE this? geez. FUCK OFF!
give me some space will ya? i see a whole lot of people not werking for months and yet, you called me?! you begged bugged me?! oh man, oh man oh man..seriously im gonna get a new job.there is certainly no motherfucking way am i gonna continue werking there.
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places id really like to work would be :
- artzero prodarktion [well i would want to be my own boss.so fuck off to all who thinks i can't make it coz im malay]
- sneakers customizer [well, actually thats the same as the point mentioned above]
- sentosa luge [again. well yea.. don;t give me taht look.fuck off]
- anywhere else where the pay is good and the management dosn’t tick me off. [yea, i doubt theres any though.but if there is --hook me up.]
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so yea, thats about it. if you dont like what ive said here, then please, press on the lil red cross thats on your fuckin browser. please kindly fuck off.
thank you.
nightmares. attitude.
the month of nightmares has only just begun. kids galore. annoying brats. friggin fuck ass who dosent give a shit to what i said. attitude.must be puberty. irritant juniors. seven to twelve yr olds. especially the boys. considering its that time of the year - the june holidays, its gonna be freaktardedly insane.
bro becoming an irritant.
friggin irritated by my bro nowadays. hes becoming a complete idiot. wasting away his life. comin home late everyday isnt really an issue to me. but the thing is he picks up smoking from his friends. and belive me. i hate smokers. seriously give me my rifle and ill show u how i got my markmanship badge. im also irritated at his attitude towards school. he's in TP now, but hes not attending classes. or rather his attendances isnt being marked coz he's late.fuck. at this rate hell get debarred from exams. the brightest thing amongst the family is turning into shit with the friends he chose. and if i ever get a hand on the people that ruins my bro. ill make sure i kill em.
be prepared. fuckers.
orange army.not.
bunch of orange ants came to the park today.irratants. wished i had baygons or somethin. then i cld wipe them off. cheering at every single moment they could. and thast irritating. too loud and too noisy. with their bright orange shirts. hmm. at least 100 pax of them. and teh most irriatting part is not knowing why and what they were cheering for. juz to come down the raft. do they need to cheer?.gee.
if i did'nt know better, id thought that they were "oranjes" or holland/netherlands football fans. they look the part. oh well.
irritants.
