random darkness
Just another random suicidesArchive for fucks.
BLACKNESS ALL AROUND
What a day. Fuck man. Firstly, morning when i was doing top terminal, Bruce told me off. SAid that if he was’nt there at thetime when he was, the guests would have gotten injured and roll off the conveyor. What a fuck man. I know what im doing ok. Then right after that, some stupid ppl, when told to get off the chair still dilly dally and almost hit the conveyor again. And worst part is, Bruce is there again. What a fuck. And the best part for teh whole day was when some realllllly STOOPID Indians rammed at me at full force and knock me out when i was standing behind the padding at patrol beside the umbrella. WHAT A FUCK!!
It hit my shins, and got a nasty bruise. Well, i might have worried some people. Guess I’ll have to assure them that ill be alrite. I could still laugh so yea. It takes more than just a forceful ram to kill me. Hahas. What i really wanna say is thanx or your concern everyone. Celeste, Yimin. Yea. Really, appreciate it alot. And one last thanks to Joey. Without her taking good care of me when I was In NUH, I’d be like a walking gong gong. yea. Hahas.
Well again I stress, Im alrite. Ill be fine. And THANK YOU TO EVERYONE. SORRY TO WORRY U ALL!!
MONEY AND PRETTY FACES
I think girls are attracted to money, pretty face rather than kindness. Well. I doubt kindness has a meaning for anyone for that matter nowadays. Kindness brings you no where. The gift of being kind : none. I HATE THESE TYPE OF GIRLS.
RAGE AGAINST THE COMFORT CABS
COMFORT CABS IS FUCK,MAN!! waited for like 1 hour and 15 mins just to geta freakin cab.and of all, they sent one dumb driver to a guy who is already fuckin late! FUCKIN FUCK! I’m already late for work. I had wanted to go to Boon Keng MRT la to take train from dere coz i figured CTE would be jam. And this bodoh heresaid how to go there. Eh fuck. You’re the driver. U should know! He does’nt look like a newbie to me. So he must be really dumb then.He’s prob. in his mid 30s or somethin. Kanina. Bodoh like mad sia. On top of that its really raining and CTE is jammed. So in teh end I told him to go straight to Sentosa. Motherfucker sia this cabbie. NINABUI! Cheebye sia. What the fuck sia. HIS NAME IS TAN KENG BOO! CAB NO. SHA 1099J. FUCKIN FUCK. Feel like fuckin punch his fuckin already bloated retarded face to smithereens. I wished he die and burn in the stoopid COMFORT cab.
And Gee! Wheres all the cabbie in the world gone to, man?! How come I’ve gotta wait that long ( flagging time and time including calling teh cab for like 10 times)? Theres not even a single available taxi in sight! Even when theres one, they would just blindly sped past youeven though u were flagging like your life depends on it! Man, how i wished I’d have taken their licence plate and lodged a complained against them. ARGH!!
And then there are those who cut your queue and got to the cab first even though you’re there standing like the longest. And theres also those who flag the cabs in bus stops and hell, even managed to get in!What the fuckin fuck just happened?!!! Are taxi drivers that desperate to earned money that they lose sight of law and rules?! Wheres the justice in that?! Don’t they have any code of conduct they need to obliged to? Fuck teh cabbies man. From now on, I’ll boycott COMFORT CAB for the trouble they have caused me. FUCK! CHEEBYE KIA!!!!! KANINA! NINABUI! FUCKIN FUCK!!! DIE DIE DIE!!!!!
5sec outburst- anger
Ok, now, I don’t get angry often. But when I do, thats it. It may last like what, 5secs? yea. Just like today. What happened u ask? well, apparently, someone decided to put personal feelings ahead of work. Which is why I blew my head off. Well actually thats only the tip of the iceberg. Had to laugh it off cause figured taht it wouldnt be good for the working environment if a fight had a occured. I was ready to give him one frightful punch back then. I think both of them were shocked by my outburst. Well who knows.
But seriously, don’t put personal stuff ahead of ur work, gee. When its time to work, then its obvious that work comes first and not doing it cause ure apparently in love with someone or smt or what. I hate these kinda peeps. Maybe its cause they still havent really matured yet. Might be. But after that, I had him on my ignoed list for most of the time. Didnt really give a damn toohoot of whats happening around him. Pisses me off. Oh well, Tommorrow’s another day altogether.
MONEY NOT ENOUGH!
GRAH!!! I’M so dead!! I ordered an XBOX 360 and now realised taht i don’t have enuf money to pay for it!! ARGH!! I’m So damn stressed!! I want it badly! It’s so freakin cheap! it’s like half the price of the normal market rate outside. JUST only $330!! tahst liek half the price! But, what the hell, My pay will only be around $300. FUCK!!!!! SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE! I’LL PROMISE TO PAY BACK! I SWEAR!!
Gonna ask Ivan and Co. to help me..
Ask mummy to pay back my money as well… grah..!!
MY WORTH
WHAT THE FUCK?! Just as I thought I had landed a job, another stupid incident have to happened. Fuckin Lindon prolly throws away my resignation letter. What he have said to Bruce have tarnished my image really bad. It’s really gonna be hard for me now. I’ve like got a month to prove my worth here. Lindon DEFINATELY dose’nt like me working there. I mean he’s obviously trying to get Bruce to fire me and bla bla bla. This is pissing me off. Coz of this incident Rab had to suck Bruce dick to get me reinstated. I mean, will it be awkward now? I hope not. Coz I love working here, guys are funny, girls are prety and I get along very well with them. Indeed.
My weakness:-
- not outgoing enough. BAH! WHAT THE FUCK?!
- Dose’nt smile. The theory is if u smile, guests will return them back, hence enjoying their stay here.
FUCK THAT MAN! I know the importance of communicating with the guests alrite. You don’t have to tell me. And ive always makes the guests to smile back. So dose’nt that makes me smile alot and being outgoing and all?? Geez Louis man… SIgh.
It’s gonna be difficult la like this. Spotlights gonna be on me from today onwards. Blardy Cockenardens.. But! BUT! BUTTTTT!! I’ll bounce back greater than ever. I’ll be the best that theyre gonna regret what they’ve done to incur my wrath! Nah kiddin. But i’ll be the best operator there is! AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
ONE WORD: FUCK
Damn. That football match yesterday left my body aching all over. The last time it ached this much was prolly BMT. Fuck me for not doing warm-ups. Fuck me for running around like a mad man and losing possession everytime i got the ball. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.
Nation 41st
I seriously realised something when i watched the nation 41st Birthday on TV, I’m definately a patriotic dude. Dosen’t matter how much i try to defy that logic. Coz in the end I still am. Like, for example, when in the army I keep on saying I’m lazy and can’t be bothered with training and all. But deep down, I keep on trying and trying and doing my best on all the missions. Thats not just disipline. Thats patriotism. Defending MY country. I guess I really love Singapore. Its really a place where I could really call home. Sounds corny and fake, yea I know. But its not. I’ve been to other countries and all and I have to say, Im blessed to be here living in the heartlands of the sunny island Singapore. There are certain things that i don’t like though.
Say, racism. This is what is going on in Singapore. This is what I’ve heard. Singapore malays are’nt allowed to be a commando. Or a navy. Let’s not even go to the details of becomin a fighter pilot. Why? Well thats because, our neighbours are malays unified - Malaysia, Indonesia? I don’t really know. Because if that really IS the case, then I guess they did’nt really count Hongkong, Taiwan and possible China and not forgetting India as our neighbours. Because as I see it, this here is OUR Home, OUR Singapore. Everyone wants to defend their own country. Don’t forget that. And me? Yea. I take back what ever I’ve said about running away when there is war. Coz that just ain’t gonna happen. I’ll fight to protect my land. Patriotic are’nt I?
SADDED
Sad is the word for the day. I did’nt manage to get into the grand finals of the Converse Foot Fetish. Grah! I thought that i could make it. Well, guess I was wrong. Sigh. Gonna try again next year. I’m really into sneakers design now. aargh!
I’m SO FREAKING DISAPPOINTED!
Reservist comin up in a few hours. Another reason to be sad.
Army..Urgh! The though of it… Sigh..
don’t fuck around
don’t fucking attitude me. what the fuck is up with everyone giving me the cold shoulders eh? huh?!huh?!geez. motherfuckers cocksuckers. to the supervisor at wild wild wet, “shorty” fuck off grrl. why the fuck are u calling me to come back? im sure theres a whole lot more people wos werking rite? rite??!! apparently not though. but of course. with the way the management handles staffs, and given the low pay, obviously there WILL be people like me. ive said again and again, that i will be returning soon, so dont make it any harder, you piece of dumb dogshit. this just the kinda thing that makes me quit jobs. are all management LIKE this? geez. FUCK OFF!
give me some space will ya? i see a whole lot of people not werking for months and yet, you called me?! you begged bugged me?! oh man, oh man oh man..seriously im gonna get a new job.there is certainly no motherfucking way am i gonna continue werking there.
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places id really like to work would be :
- artzero prodarktion [well i would want to be my own boss.so fuck off to all who thinks i can't make it coz im malay]
- sneakers customizer [well, actually thats the same as the point mentioned above]
- sentosa luge [again. well yea.. don;t give me taht look.fuck off]
- anywhere else where the pay is good and the management dosn’t tick me off. [yea, i doubt theres any though.but if there is --hook me up.]
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so yea, thats about it. if you dont like what ive said here, then please, press on the lil red cross thats on your fuckin browser. please kindly fuck off.
thank you.
