random darkness
Just another random suicidesArchive for freaktarded.
MONEY AND PRETTY FACES
I think girls are attracted to money, pretty face rather than kindness. Well. I doubt kindness has a meaning for anyone for that matter nowadays. Kindness brings you no where. The gift of being kind : none. I HATE THESE TYPE OF GIRLS.
RAGE AGAINST THE COMFORT CABS
COMFORT CABS IS FUCK,MAN!! waited for like 1 hour and 15 mins just to geta freakin cab.and of all, they sent one dumb driver to a guy who is already fuckin late! FUCKIN FUCK! I’m already late for work. I had wanted to go to Boon Keng MRT la to take train from dere coz i figured CTE would be jam. And this bodoh heresaid how to go there. Eh fuck. You’re the driver. U should know! He does’nt look like a newbie to me. So he must be really dumb then.He’s prob. in his mid 30s or somethin. Kanina. Bodoh like mad sia. On top of that its really raining and CTE is jammed. So in teh end I told him to go straight to Sentosa. Motherfucker sia this cabbie. NINABUI! Cheebye sia. What the fuck sia. HIS NAME IS TAN KENG BOO! CAB NO. SHA 1099J. FUCKIN FUCK. Feel like fuckin punch his fuckin already bloated retarded face to smithereens. I wished he die and burn in the stoopid COMFORT cab.
And Gee! Wheres all the cabbie in the world gone to, man?! How come I’ve gotta wait that long ( flagging time and time including calling teh cab for like 10 times)? Theres not even a single available taxi in sight! Even when theres one, they would just blindly sped past youeven though u were flagging like your life depends on it! Man, how i wished I’d have taken their licence plate and lodged a complained against them. ARGH!!
And then there are those who cut your queue and got to the cab first even though you’re there standing like the longest. And theres also those who flag the cabs in bus stops and hell, even managed to get in!What the fuckin fuck just happened?!!! Are taxi drivers that desperate to earned money that they lose sight of law and rules?! Wheres the justice in that?! Don’t they have any code of conduct they need to obliged to? Fuck teh cabbies man. From now on, I’ll boycott COMFORT CAB for the trouble they have caused me. FUCK! CHEEBYE KIA!!!!! KANINA! NINABUI! FUCKIN FUCK!!! DIE DIE DIE!!!!!
MONEY NOT ENOUGH!
GRAH!!! I’M so dead!! I ordered an XBOX 360 and now realised taht i don’t have enuf money to pay for it!! ARGH!! I’m So damn stressed!! I want it badly! It’s so freakin cheap! it’s like half the price of the normal market rate outside. JUST only $330!! tahst liek half the price! But, what the hell, My pay will only be around $300. FUCK!!!!! SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE! I’LL PROMISE TO PAY BACK! I SWEAR!!
Gonna ask Ivan and Co. to help me..
Ask mummy to pay back my money as well… grah..!!
SQUARE ZERO
Was real happy managed to talk with Sharon just now. Well it was’nt much but at least its something. At least it seems like she was’nt hurt or anything. Im thankful for that.
But somehow abt half an hour later, seems like I made he mad. And its all because of a single MSN display pic. Im not really sure if this is true but Im guessing it is coz right after i said i had a hard time getting the pic which she told me to change and i dunt want to. She suddenly log off. and its not even 5 mins of the time spent online..
Tried msging her and all.. no reply… sigh.. back to square one.. well more like square zero. Right off the board. Grah! Sigh.. Why is this happeneing!!!
ONE WORD: FUCK
Damn. That football match yesterday left my body aching all over. The last time it ached this much was prolly BMT. Fuck me for not doing warm-ups. Fuck me for running around like a mad man and losing possession everytime i got the ball. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.
Wikipedia:There’s some vandalism Wikipedia can’t buy. For everything else, there’s Bad Jokes and Other Deleted Nonsense.
Rock, Paper, Scissors- V.3
Rock, Paper, Scissors is a form of…you know…where you can be one of six things
1. Rock 2. Paper 3. Scissors 4. Dynamite 5. Bird 6. God
Rock- Smashes scissors, stones bird
Paper- Beats Rock
Scissors- Cuts Paper, Cuts Bird’s wings, Cuts fuse off of dynamite
Dynamite- Blows up rock, Fuse burns (or obliterates) paper
Bird- Poops on paper, Poops on Dynamite: putting out the fuse.
God- “Poofs” away anything, but can only be used in the game once.
Whoever wins licks two fingers and strikes the loser with them (it’s painful, believe me).
Arguments
There have been arguments about the bird-poops-on-dynamite strategy. Because, either the guano (forgive me if I misspelled it) puts out the fire, or the materials in the bird poop increase combustion and makes matters worse.
this is one version of many called Extreme Rock Paper Scissors. Extreme Rock Paper Scissors is centered around a key to all the hand symbols you can use.There are around 25 symbols you can choose to use and the key shows what beats what. Some symbols are as follows: man,woman,cockroach, nuke, wind,water,fire, earth,tree,sun,moon,lion, and many more. it can get fairly complicated but there are never any disputes because of the key which clearly outlines what beats what.
Retrieved from “http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Extreme_rock_paper_scissors_game”
WEIRDS! HAHAHHAHS!
2 pm - Mobilisation - PURE DUMBNESS
finally the long awaited day of the first reservist arrives.well, wasnt actually long considering its only been abt 7 months since we ORD-ed. And i definately wasnt waiting for it.
The mobilisation was at around 2 in teh afternoon. thast when they called us. i was worried in the beginning coz my hair was like reallly long. i mean, i hadnt cut it since we were back from ATEC (Taiwan). So its reallly long (reached teh shoulder and my bangs could cover 95% of my face). But i figured what could they do for ajust a single day of mobilisation - shave my hair?? nahh. so that pretty much sums up how i feel. bo chap.
reached, registered and got caught by the RSM. some fat dude. was just a warning and he let me off saying that my hair would be shaved if i come in this way for the next ICT. oh well, who cares, really. My hair was probablyt he longest but there are quite alot whose hair matches mine. Alot of colors too. hmm.
But the fucked up thing was that we had come in full battle order and yet, it wasnt gonna be checked. the mobilisation was merely a test to see how we’d react and how quickly we could be there. dumbness. pure dumbness.
my name is art
Ok, im just gonna tell u all this once. So stop askin me where and how i fucking got the name “art”. For starters, I’m not born with that name. I’m born with Muhd Faisal Bin Mohd Ali. That was the name given. Thats my real name. So anyway, it was in primary 2, if i remember correctly, the nickname “art” started sprouting. Oh don’t you be thinkin that I’m great with art at that point of time. Cause im NOT.
Seriously my art was terrible. During that time, us kids were being graded trying to mold anything from a plasticine. Time given was a complete hour. And so, I tried.
I rolled and rolled the plasticine but can’t really mold anything coz my peabrain lacked any creativity. Last 10mins, I HAD to do something rite? rite? Yea well, actually I did, I mold the friggin plasticine into a bird. Well..it had wings at least. Or at least it looked liek wings to me. Grah! And the legs.Oh the legs of the birdie.. Got a “D” for that and the laughter i had to endure. Man, THAT was embarrassing. So, for the next few lessons on art, I did’nt really do anything,was afraid I’d get laughed at. The best way to keep people from laughing at me was NOT to do any art given. See, that way my hideous art crimes won’t be seen hence I won’t look liek a fool.
Guess I was wrong about that. Getting a ZERO for most of the time, I was labelled “artzero” and it got stuck thruout. gee.
After a while, like in primary 4 or 5 [can't really remember when], they [the ones who started calling me artzero] figured it was too long, and so they cut it short, called me “art-z“. Sounds cool, isn’t it? Grah.
In primary 6 they again changed my nick. This time its the simple “art“. And that was to be my permanent nickname for my whole life rite up till present day. Nowadays, I intro myself just using my nick coz its a hassle to keep on switching names. And besides, it’ll be a whole lot damned easier for me if everyone calls me by one name. So yea. art it is.
Contrary to the pathetic me for my art during kiddy days, I have actually improved quite a bit, guess Im a late bloomer? Currently into Graffiti Art, Custom Designs [ t-shirts ] and Sneakers Customization as well. “artzero” is also my tag for graffiti.Also known as “A0″. Grah. But you don’t have to know about these..
So now you know.
SO FUCKING STOP ASKING ME WHERE I FUCKING GOT THE NAME ART!
NETS IT
grah. i wanna a credit card! or at least a debit card. obviously i can’t afford a credit card. oh well, it dosent matter which as long as i could use ‘em to buy stuff online. blardy problematic. was surfing thru some online stores [mainly localbrand, oh you know, the one endorsed by XiaXue, the "celebrity" blogger in Singapore,and yes i was surfing thru her site.] and wow, found some clothing i really liked and guess what? they dont accept NETS. and i wonder why. WHY NOT?! i mean ure Singaporean. the sites Singaporean. and most probably everyones who’s a Singaporean have NETS! so again, WHY NOT?! NETS IT! yea rite. blardy irritating. just when i figured i buy some clothes..
so now i have to go all the way to the friggin bank just to get a debit card. its so freakin far. im friggin lazy. or can u acually do this online? maybe ill try. hmm.
IF i ever have an online store, which im planning to have one up soon as possible, im gonna have nets so that its easy buys for people of all ages. that way kids dunt have to go thru mum and dad juz to get stuff they wanna buy. i mean, its stupid really. stuff you wanna get, what the hell should ur mum / dad give a fuck? so in that sense, isnt nets teh best way out? isnt it? im rite, rite?!
oh what do you all care..
don’t fuck around
don’t fucking attitude me. what the fuck is up with everyone giving me the cold shoulders eh? huh?!huh?!geez. motherfuckers cocksuckers. to the supervisor at wild wild wet, “shorty” fuck off grrl. why the fuck are u calling me to come back? im sure theres a whole lot more people wos werking rite? rite??!! apparently not though. but of course. with the way the management handles staffs, and given the low pay, obviously there WILL be people like me. ive said again and again, that i will be returning soon, so dont make it any harder, you piece of dumb dogshit. this just the kinda thing that makes me quit jobs. are all management LIKE this? geez. FUCK OFF!
give me some space will ya? i see a whole lot of people not werking for months and yet, you called me?! you begged bugged me?! oh man, oh man oh man..seriously im gonna get a new job.there is certainly no motherfucking way am i gonna continue werking there.
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places id really like to work would be :
- artzero prodarktion [well i would want to be my own boss.so fuck off to all who thinks i can't make it coz im malay]
- sneakers customizer [well, actually thats the same as the point mentioned above]
- sentosa luge [again. well yea.. don;t give me taht look.fuck off]
- anywhere else where the pay is good and the management dosn’t tick me off. [yea, i doubt theres any though.but if there is --hook me up.]
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so yea, thats about it. if you dont like what ive said here, then please, press on the lil red cross thats on your fuckin browser. please kindly fuck off.
thank you.
