its bullshyt la. im just there as a punching bag. doing so much but getting so little in return. my life, has alwaes been like that, being the nice guy, absorbing all the negative energies. i might explode but somehow, somehow i havent.

already im sinking into the quiksand, hands out, trying to struggle free. but to no avail, deeper into the blackness of the abyss. head spinning so wildly, i feel like a yo-yo doing the brain twister.

What have my life got entangled inbto this time. whats the grapevine of all this…..