to cut on a style, like on a workpiece, is the yearning of the ones who take it seriously. but there is no recipe for a burner. there are things in writing that can not be described, because you can’t explain endless deepness to a reader in words. but still it should be the goal to call it a definete, what is not yet existing, but still something to look for.

im broke.

                 need money.

        urgent.

my classmates is trying to organize a chalet, which is practically dumb i tink. Doubt everyone will come and even so, itll be boring considering the nature of the class. but well, im not sure whether ill be going, since its still a month or two to go. On the other hand, ive got more important things to worry about rather than the ” amazing” outing the class been talking about. Its a hot topic among the noisier bunch of cliques in my class.

Ive got assignment that need to be thought out well and i hadnt the slightest idea of what to design. lines, shapes, value, texture, colors, and spaces. incoporating all this, i need to design something. im racking my brains out but to no avail — it might seem easy, but hell no, its not. for someone whove never taken art as a subject seriously before, getting into this course is practically amazing. im aiming high, a 4 point gpa. ill probably get it too. im confident of that. but for now i need to think and squeeze every juice of my brain cells to get the best of my ability.

im lacking in alot of knowledge but im trying to compensate that defect by thinking amazing things which none thought of and therefore making my works alot more difficult. no pain no gain is what they say. lifes a lot harder than you think it is.