random darkness
Just another random suicidesArchive for April 11, 2007
Dearest Sharon,
The week went from bad to worse and it ended with a bullet through my fragile heart, as everything that that ive hoped for, wished for, perished without me having the slightest idea of whats going on.
Love as people may say is blind. Love is undeniable as it is unexplainable. For so long that Ive chased, this is the first time I knew about her feelings for me. Even though Ive confessed indefinately, all of which were serious confessions, I was brushed aside.It made me wonder wat she thinks of me. But now i know. Sure Ive gone out with alot of girls, thing is, I had only one in mind, and when this happened, a quote from her :-
“Nt bad gt new target eh. Gd 4 u,”
I couldnt hold back, I had to cry. And so I cried, tears flowed down like the Niagara Falls, all alone at home, my heart torn to shreds. Not knowing what I should do next. For the first time in my life, I tink I really, really like someone. And I like her. I wish to reconcile but sigh.
Everythings been a big misunderstanding. I want to make clear to her that shes the one for me, the one Ive decided on. Sharon, I hope you forgive me, for whatever things that might have hurt you in any way. I like u a whole lot more than enyne else. Im not kidding when i say that. Im in love with you. So please, dont go…



