Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I’ll never understand why you hang around
I see what’s going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself it’s never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I’ll tell you my friend, one day this world’s going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what’s going down.

I see the way you go and say your right again,
say your right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I’ll tell you my friend, one day this world’s going to end
as your lies crumble down a new life she has.

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.
(repeat)

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the grown?
Well I’ll tell you my friend, one day this world’s going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has.

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn’t hurt she says I finally had enough..
(repeat)

you know, i tink the more u love someone, the more ure vulnerable to getting hurt. but that being said, those that are afraid to get hurt, dosent deserve to be loved. In a way i tink thast true, i mean when ure in a relationship, troubles are bound to happen. but if ure afraid of that, feel insecure about that, then thast just too bad. coz i feel these feelings will only make me closer to them. you know what they said, bickerings will only make the heart grow fonder. ;]

i ve been hurt quite a few times, but i guess its all my fault. i didnt really express my feelings and probably coz i was shy to express then. but hell yea, im not gonna be shy anymore when it comes to matters of the heart, pointless if u think about it. pretty much so eh. no point in getting hurt and lose all confidence. so all out is the way to go.

im not gonna lose what im feeling rite now. im at bliss, its already so hard to get to where i am, and i really hope things will be smooth sailing in the coming future. pray hard for me. nah, ill do it myself, cant havbe others helping me. thats just not rite eh. smiles guys.

it seems that everyones curious when i bring sharon to luge. shes not my girlfrend i say, but nobody buys that i guess. im smling frm ear to ear, but paiseh la, kena made fun. hahas. shes pretty and have a laser mouth as well =]. but it doesnt really matter what others think. i like her, so who cares.

i met sharon in a chatroom in mirc. weird eh. super ol skool, irc charoom. clay said the same thing. gahahhas.

anyway, i need to find seashells. she said i fake her. hahas. but thats not true. well, cant find the right time to find them. in pathetic singapore, even though the island is surrounded by sea, finding a really nice shells is like digging for gold here. which is nearly impossible. i say nearly coz who knows there might be buried treasure somewhere out there. and just like the buried treasure the beautiful seashells that i seek is hard to come by. but im not giving up.

yesterday night, went to musical fountain coz a certain someone wantd to watch the last show. i think its the last show. thast what my sis says. hahas. and musical fountain, is certainly and most definatly dumb. whats with the stupid magical monkey?!!! the laser show was nice but the monkey? boo boo. and then the songs of the sea. theres a dumb fish. hahas.
yesterday was fun i guess. its alwaes fun when shes here. hahas. told her to come for tanning at around 5 ++ and byt he time she reached, the sun was already settling down. hahas. sorry about that, coz i tot you say ur house was really near. and nxt time, pls dunt take a cab k. haha. skyride up and down… hmm. i like. especially the nite. too bad cant raelly see the fireworks. ahhas. the chair wouldnt move ater and only see a quarter of it. blardy hell. =] well maybe next time. =]

maybe next time. yea.

i tink im gonna stop clubbing soon.

friendship is pointless nowadaes, people just seem to take things for granted. and people seems to be using me as an object as well. what am i? their tool, now? when they are sad, they come to me, when theyre happy and in bliss, im forgotten. bang bang, die friends, die.

anywae, havent been blogging. blogs aint dead, just that my pc crashed and died halfwae thru its life. only a year old. havent sent it for its funeral tho. maybe soon.

alot of things happened lately. so im just gonna breeze thru evrything and see how it goes. ill keep on observing and laughing everyting off.

to my bestfriends, good friends and friends aLIKE. theres no difference really now between u guys. fuck off. smiles. =]

  Jessica wrote @ February 28th, 2007 at 1:44 am

Hi there,

Hope this comment finds you well.

I’m a research assistant from the blogtv team of Channel NewsAsia, Singapore.

Blogtv.sg is a new talk show with a never-been-done concept in Singapore. We are turning the traditional television talk show on its head by transporting the blogosphere onto the television screen. Discussion topics are derived from materials on blogosphere. Be it blogs, podcasts, video clips and all – any user-generated contents from Singapore and the region in Asia, will be used as fodder for the programme. This show has two hosts—Flying Dutchman, and Lin Xue Ling.

We’re actually going to be recording an episode on the topic of taxi drivers. As part of the show, it would be interesting to get different bloggers (of various ages and even from various parts of the world) to come on to discuss the topic. In the midst of research, we actually came across your entry on comfort cabs dated 24th nov– we’re hoping to get you to participate in this discussion as we feel that you would have valuable points to add to the discussion. Thus we would really like to invite you onto our show to share your views and thoughts with us.

If you want to know more about the show or even catch a couple of episodes, do go to www.blogtv.sg.

Let me know your thoughts?

Cheers!

Jessica

Research Assistant

Channel NewsAsia

woh. they want me to be in TV. gee. that was just me blasting the cab driver. thta was just random anger. but i guess ill go and say few more things abt drivers.  heh.