everytime a person dies, people will mourn. why? well that is the nature of humans. we don’t like to see people dying, especially peple that are close to us. just two days ago, my grandma - altho im not close to her, received a serious setback for her health. she was really in pain and I am powerless to do any miracle. She was breathing hard and was really restless, u could tell she was restless when she keep on waving her arms. but she cant stand nor can she sit. its that sad.  Tears rolled off my cheeks. Ya, you could say what the hell. Its normal. Well, its not normal for me. I stopped crying. Ever since that day. yea. But the tears just won’t stop. it keep on falling and falling.

I cried even more when i see the people around me, my cousins crying loudly without holding back their tears. I was playing cool. But tears still drop and my eyes swelling red. My aunts were frantically whispering prayers to her ears. I was praying too that she would somehow respond to us. And it did. Shes able to follow thru and remember and recite the prayers. and straight away my tears stopped. Coz i knew shes going to leave, Coz i knew GOD wont forcefully take her soul out. Yesterday nite she passed away. One good soul less in this world now.

I pray that she have a great after life. I knew she will. Just knew it. =]