random darkness

Just another random suicides

Archive for December 27, 2006

hate. despise. loathe.

im devastated
im left brokenhearted
coz ure everything
that i wanted
but it is not to be
it seems to be well worth it
but now i think a lil differently
the love probably was one sided
theres nuthin i could do
but to hide it.
theres alot of things i wanna tell you
like i love you
like i miss you
but i lack the courage to do it
why is it have to be liek this
why is it taht i cant be pleased
why cant i show u i love u
why cant i give u a kiss.
What if she doesn’t like me
what if I’m not her type
What if all the girls that ever like me
Are not the kind of girls that I like
What if I meet the right one and screw it up
Will I consider myself a failure
will I give up
when did i start
tearin us apart
trying hard
to give way for my heart
i feel like a lost cause
i cant hold on,
feels liek makin a long pause
im breaking the bond,
coz rite now,
i hate you,
i despise you,
i loathe you,
but i want you,
I need you,
I miss you,
I love you.