I must have really nothing to do today. Went to luge even though ive got an MC and a day off. Fuckin hell. What am i, man. Too attached too Luge?! Fuck Fuck Fuck! Kinda touched actually. Everyone wanted me to be well. Cool. Just hope that they dont treat me any differently now. My legs especially my thighs hurts like mad now.

But sometimes i just wonder.. if this is a facade.. If all this is an act.

Dont get me wrong, i appreciate all the care and concern really. Just that these type of things dunt normally happened to me. so yea. Im touched. Im blessed to have friends like them.

And Im pretty sure something big will happened in the next few weeks… Something big. Something bad. Something disastrous.. Cant help but feel that way, for one reason or another. Or it might just be me.

Cellphone working fine now.

Fuck la… gotta be honest with myself.. Im not alrite. Fuck fuck fuck FUCK!!!!