Which would u prefer? Would u rather be successful and ignore fun or would you rather have fun and think success is only a bonus? Of coz, most would say that they would have the both of both worlds which in my view is a really difficult thing to achieve. Why? Coz, when ure having fun, most of the time includes slacking, and when u slack u cant really be successful, coz successful peeps are hardworkers. Rite?

Maybe I’m wrong, but mostly I’m rite, rite??

But for me, personally, I would rather have fun than be successful. I dunno. Successful just dosent suit me. Im much too carefree to cares about success. Geez. this sounds like an essay doesnt it? Geh! whatt he hell sia.

Lets see, my parents wanted me to be a technician or an engineer or whatever la as long as its easy to find jobs and well, pay is relatively stable. But wheres the fun in that?? I studied mechatronics and right away I knew this wasnt for me. ITS SO GOD DAMN BORING. FUCK. Amin said that its boring when u study it but its real fun when ure in the outside world. But if its already boring when ure learning the trades.. then how much fun could there be when ure werking on it..?? the logic dosent seem rite.

Ive made up my mind. I wanna be a GD. Graphic Designer. Photoshop. Illustrator. These are my tools. These are my mediums. alongside the traditional, pencil, pen, eraser and pieces of paper. Im gonna have fun while doing it. Coz this is what, Coz this is who i am. So fuck u all who thinks im pathetic to have these kinda thoughts.

Yea FUCK U.

Fond memories For those who born in the 70s and 80s.

1. You grew up watching He-man, MASK, Transformers, Silver Hawk and
Mickey Mouse. Not to forget, Ninja turtles, My
Little Pony and Smurfs too.

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug
in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain
with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth
with a coloured mug.The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too.

3. You know what SBC stands for.

4. You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class.

5. You watch a very popular Malay dubbed Japanese drama on RTM1
about schoolgirls who possess powerful skills in volleyball called Meoro Attack.

6. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school.

7. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made
of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP!
when pressed. There are colourful tickets forTIBS buses.The
conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which
punches a hole in the ticket.

8. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every
Children’s Day.

9. You’ve probably read Young Generation magazine.You know who’s
Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable.

10. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went
for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the
seat to see the scenery.

11. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.

12. Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short
Cake and Barbie Dolls.

13. You learn to laugh like The Count in
Sesame Street.

14. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and
Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes
every week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where
the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.

15. You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because
Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you.

16. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three
Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest
story books you ever thought you have read. Even Sweet Valley High
and Malory Towers.

17. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that
serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives.

18. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot
and THE MOST EXTREME WAS ’super white’…you just
couldn’t bring yourself to say the hokkien relative.

19. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word.

20. Your English workbooks was made of some
damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow.

21. CDIS were your bestfriend

22. The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised
characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths.

23. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck
and a must everywhere you go.

24. Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic
balls in the basketball court.

25. Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh, hentam
bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too…

26. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most
important plants of our lives, guppies and
swordtail being the most important fish.

27. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and
John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally & Mr.
Yakki. What abt Miss Lala??? And Zaki and Tini in Malay Textbooks

28. We carry out experiments of our own to get yourself badges for
being a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc.

29. Every Children’s day and National day
you either get pins or pens with ‘Happy Children’s Day 1993′ or dumb
files with ‘Happy National Day 1994′.

30. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the
younger kids like big sister and brother.

31. We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes.

32. Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English.

33. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality.

34. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained,
and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet,
and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.

35. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm.

36. There would be spelling tests and mental
sums to do almost everyday.

37. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if
your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday.

38. You see Wee Kim Wee’s face in the school hall.

39. You freak out when the teacher tells you to
line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl

40. Boys like to catch fighting spiders.

41. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.

42. Autograph books were loaded with “Best
Wishes”, “Forget Me Not”, and small
poems like “Bird fly high, hard to catch.Friend like you, hard to forget”.

43. Class monitors and prefects loved to say “You talk somemore, I
write your name ah!”

44. There were at least 40 people in one class.

45. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.

46. You brought every single book to school, even though there was
one thing called the timetable.

Spread this heart warming messagearound, you
don’t get something like this very often.

Never frown when you’re down, you never know
who’s falling in love with your smile…

For those who are born in those days… remember the good old days?
For those who arent…. know what u missed out..?

Does/can the present be exchangable for the past?

U decide.

So, a question. Are ” I knows I knows” born dumb or what? Are they?? Freaking stink bomb, man. Already I can’t stand the coconut smell. Whats with the coconut smell anyway. Let u smell my nut, u want? Ok anywae, why the hell are they freaking damn stubborn? instructing them is like instructing a wall.  And especially “i know” brats. freaking hate them. they are complete freaks! THEY STINK! they grin at you and shake their empty heads not understanding a thing u say. they are dumb. sigh. ITS in the genes. DUMBNESS.

Guess what? Hari Raya at Sentosa Luge was madness!. But we still manage to clear the queue in the appropriate time. Total rides was about 3K+? Yea around there. The lines were snaking , gee. Hell, It was damn tiring.

Before that, eve of Hari Raya, the rides were already abnormal, considering the locals took time off from work, extra long weekend to join up  the two PH. Namely Deepavali and Hari Raya.

Well, Have been sick for awhile. Been instructing the guests with no voice. Guests laugh at me when i instruct. ITS MY VOICE! It’s been like this for about a week and is still bad. Took MC today, Medication and well decided to go house visting withy my relatives. SHould be fun. yea. Well, thats about it for the past week or so. Gotta go.

Throughout the generations flags of peace and treaties sworn
But history has proven that it’s just the calm before the storm
Something’s gone on for way too long and that’s one thing for sure
A constant game of tug o’ war
I’m asking what’s it all for?

~authority zero~

So many faithless, so little time
And out of empathy you make it feel right
Of all the places that you wanted it to be
With unfamiliar faces that you wanted to see
How many times did you walk around on ability to reason that you know?
And all the times that you’ve had to let it go?
So many different reasons that you’ve had to show

Think of all the times and all of the reasons that you had ever once to believe
Among so many times before
Combined with the ways that you were
In times that you’ve wanted belief as it takes you for more
And what’s more
On your way, on with the day among these things that you’ve fought for so long
Why can’t you just let them go?
Time helps to show
One by one they start to fade away

The times that there were things that you’ve wanted to say
You know that you’ve held them pent up deep down inside
In other words you feel like you’re taking on the world

Taking on the world a whole new meaning now that you have put it all into play
What does all of this mean?
It will take you in and it will spit you out
It will drag you down until there’s no doubt
It’s made you feel you feel you’ve got no more
And what’s more
It will take away all you’ve entrusted and replace it with a bag full of rocks
But if you can just let that go, time has helps to show
All that shit will start to fade away

The times that there were things that you’ve wanted to say
You know that you’ve held them all so deep down inside your mind
No reason to just let them go away
That way you can try if you want to believe
You’re watching them all go with your ability
Why can’t you just let them all fade away?
You ever feel like you’re taking on the world?

Because there are so many faithless, so little time
And out of empathy you make it feel right
Of all the places that you wanted it to be
With unfamiliar faces that you wanted to see
How many times have you walk around on ability to reason that you know?
And all the times that you’ve had to let it go?
So many reasons that you’ve had to show

The times that there were things that you’ve wanted to say
You know that you’ve held them all so deep down inside your mind
No reason to just let them go away
That way you can try if you want to believe
You’re watching them all go with your ability
Why can’t you just let them all fade away?
You ever feel like you’re taking on the world?

I need!
Want a brighter day?
I believe that you’ll find a way
I need!
Want a brighter day?
I believe in all of the times that we’ve seen before

The times that there were things that you’ve wanted to say
You know you’ve held them so deep in your mind
You say you just want to let them all go when you are not confined in your lying
Now you defend all the reasons that you try to make believe in
Why can’t you put them all away?
Why can’t you just let them go?