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Just another random suicidesArchive for July, 2006
Unusually Inspirational
Art, your most unique quality is that you’re unusually Inspirational. You inspire others around you with your creative energy and thirst for new experiences. You are exceptionally curious and aren’t afraid of learning new things — which is probably because you tend to focus on the potential positive outcome of any experience rather than dwelling on the potential negatives. You are a true explorer in the word. You want to understand and experience it all, and you’re especially open to new feelings and ideas. Compared to others who are open, you are unusually appreciative of art and beauty. Only 2.1% of all test takers have this unique combination of personality strengths.
Hahas. Well, thats what it said. unusually inspirational. Seriously, I’ve always thought that im the exact opposite. I’m unusually uninspired. But took the test, and voila!
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2 pm - Mobilisation - PURE DUMBNESS
finally the long awaited day of the first reservist arrives.well, wasnt actually long considering its only been abt 7 months since we ORD-ed. And i definately wasnt waiting for it.
The mobilisation was at around 2 in teh afternoon. thast when they called us. i was worried in the beginning coz my hair was like reallly long. i mean, i hadnt cut it since we were back from ATEC (Taiwan). So its reallly long (reached teh shoulder and my bangs could cover 95% of my face). But i figured what could they do for ajust a single day of mobilisation - shave my hair?? nahh. so that pretty much sums up how i feel. bo chap.
reached, registered and got caught by the RSM. some fat dude. was just a warning and he let me off saying that my hair would be shaved if i come in this way for the next ICT. oh well, who cares, really. My hair was probablyt he longest but there are quite alot whose hair matches mine. Alot of colors too. hmm.
But the fucked up thing was that we had come in full battle order and yet, it wasnt gonna be checked. the mobilisation was merely a test to see how we’d react and how quickly we could be there. dumbness. pure dumbness.
SADDED
Sad is the word for the day. I did’nt manage to get into the grand finals of the Converse Foot Fetish. Grah! I thought that i could make it. Well, guess I was wrong. Sigh. Gonna try again next year. I’m really into sneakers design now. aargh!
I’m SO FREAKING DISAPPOINTED!
Reservist comin up in a few hours. Another reason to be sad.
Army..Urgh! The though of it… Sigh..
IT’S REALLY FUNNY
“The 9 things I hate about people”
1. People who point at thier wrist while asking for the time… I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?
2.people who r willing to get off thier ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually
3.When people say, ” Oh u just want ur cake and eat it too.” DAMN RIGHT!!! What good is a cake if u can’t eat it?
4.When people, ” Its always the last place where u look.” Of course it is. whay the hell would u keep looking after you’ve found it?
5. When people say while watching a film, “did u see that?” No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.
6.People who ask, “can i ask u a question?”…Didn’t really give me much of a choice there, did ya sunshine?
7.when something is “new and improved!” which is it? if its new. then there has bever been anything before it. if it’s an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn’t be new.
8.when people say, ” life is short.” WHAT THE HELL!?!? life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!!! what can u do that’s longer?
9.when u are waiting for the bus and someone asks “has the bus come yet?” if the bus came would i be standing here dumbass?
This was’nt written by me. BUT HELL, ITS FUNNY ALRIGHT!
and the lists goes on
Was kinda stupid on how people do not know how to listen to specific instructions. I mean, how dumb could they get? The platform the supposed train was running was not in service and yet people are still queueing as though nothing happened. The information was really loud and yet.. sigh.. Just how ignorant people could be sometimes… MRT staff had to come down personally to tell them off. The MRT staff looked like CWO workers though. hahahas. Anywae, they think they big issit, having the staffs came down all the way to tell them platform not in service? Parisites la, i tell u, these kinda people. =/
Okok, I was’nt going to blog about those but I guess I couldnt help it. Such dumbness. =p
Yea, well, was at skatepark at Somerset, and guess who I bumped into? My secondary classmate, a Pinoy buddy. Brian. Or was it Bryan? Damn, I forgot. That just shows how long it has been since we last met. Think it was in 2000? Six fucking years ago!! Gee. And now Im missing secondary school allllllllll over again. Pathetic isn’t it? HAHAS!
“We typify progressive Singapore, imbued with courage love and loyalty….” I kinda forgot the rest of the lyrics to the school anthem…GAHAHAS! I do know everyones gone their own way though. An ADF soldier,a shotgun matt (girls beware), a heavily pregnant gerl, a manicurist, aggresive blader ( thats taht Pinoy guy, I was talking about earlier), stoner (thats me), an army officer even though he did’nt look liek he could make it there when he was in school.. wooo.
And the lists goes on.
of buses and pigtails
161 is reeeeallly slow today. I had to wait for 45 mins before the bus arives! Man, that was irritating. I was lucky I had my music with me or I’d be dead bored!! Thought maybe the bus was packed or something. Or maybe got into an accident and people were dying. Well, those were in fact, just a random useless thoughts of mine. Coz the moment I got inside, I knew why. Both ,the bus conductor and the driver were extreme bo chap-ness! isn’t it weird to wait for a bus for 45 long mins?! shouldnt they at least tell us y or apologise at least?! when i asked them, why they took so long, I received the most bo chap-ness face i have ever seen! And then i was like..”err.. im asking u something..” and still i received the bo chap face. Blardy kunjis [read: cock, dick]!! Fuck la I tell u… They must have got so engrossed talking to each other they forgot there were people waiting for the bus.
And the day was really bad as well. Got to my destination and guess what? The store that Im going to was closed! It wasn’t open!! What the hell?!! Sigh.. and it dosen’t stop there. Figured I’d just go home. Had to take 161 again. Well this time around the bus arrives right on time. Yayness. There’s still hope! But. BUT. But all hope I had was gone, BUT I DID’NT STOP AT MY DESTINATION!! I OVERSHOT!!!!! Freakin hell. What a day… its all 161’s fault I think. No, serious.
Kinda wary of 161 now. Grah!
of pandemics and doctors
Blardy irritating. Just when I thought that my immune system is really strong, then BAM! I’m hit with fever. What IS with the flu bugs nowadays, huh?! First they attack the stomach, thats when u have stomach flu [don't quote me on that, its just my random thought], and now seems like everyone and I mean EVERYONE is suffering from this pandemic. Doctors will sure enjoy these period I think. They will be cashing in on our sickness!! woo. SURE ARE GREAT TO BE A DOCTOR. I wanna be a doctor too.. so I can cure MY own illness and won’t be a bother to the rest of the world.
my name is art
Ok, im just gonna tell u all this once. So stop askin me where and how i fucking got the name “art”. For starters, I’m not born with that name. I’m born with Muhd Faisal Bin Mohd Ali. That was the name given. Thats my real name. So anyway, it was in primary 2, if i remember correctly, the nickname “art” started sprouting. Oh don’t you be thinkin that I’m great with art at that point of time. Cause im NOT.
Seriously my art was terrible. During that time, us kids were being graded trying to mold anything from a plasticine. Time given was a complete hour. And so, I tried.
I rolled and rolled the plasticine but can’t really mold anything coz my peabrain lacked any creativity. Last 10mins, I HAD to do something rite? rite? Yea well, actually I did, I mold the friggin plasticine into a bird. Well..it had wings at least. Or at least it looked liek wings to me. Grah! And the legs.Oh the legs of the birdie.. Got a “D” for that and the laughter i had to endure. Man, THAT was embarrassing. So, for the next few lessons on art, I did’nt really do anything,was afraid I’d get laughed at. The best way to keep people from laughing at me was NOT to do any art given. See, that way my hideous art crimes won’t be seen hence I won’t look liek a fool.
Guess I was wrong about that. Getting a ZERO for most of the time, I was labelled “artzero” and it got stuck thruout. gee.
After a while, like in primary 4 or 5 [can't really remember when], they [the ones who started calling me artzero] figured it was too long, and so they cut it short, called me “art-z“. Sounds cool, isn’t it? Grah.
In primary 6 they again changed my nick. This time its the simple “art“. And that was to be my permanent nickname for my whole life rite up till present day. Nowadays, I intro myself just using my nick coz its a hassle to keep on switching names. And besides, it’ll be a whole lot damned easier for me if everyone calls me by one name. So yea. art it is.
Contrary to the pathetic me for my art during kiddy days, I have actually improved quite a bit, guess Im a late bloomer? Currently into Graffiti Art, Custom Designs [ t-shirts ] and Sneakers Customization as well. “artzero” is also my tag for graffiti.Also known as “A0″. Grah. But you don’t have to know about these..
So now you know.
SO FUCKING STOP ASKING ME WHERE I FUCKING GOT THE NAME ART!
NETS IT
grah. i wanna a credit card! or at least a debit card. obviously i can’t afford a credit card. oh well, it dosent matter which as long as i could use ‘em to buy stuff online. blardy problematic. was surfing thru some online stores [mainly localbrand, oh you know, the one endorsed by XiaXue, the "celebrity" blogger in Singapore,and yes i was surfing thru her site.] and wow, found some clothing i really liked and guess what? they dont accept NETS. and i wonder why. WHY NOT?! i mean ure Singaporean. the sites Singaporean. and most probably everyones who’s a Singaporean have NETS! so again, WHY NOT?! NETS IT! yea rite. blardy irritating. just when i figured i buy some clothes..
so now i have to go all the way to the friggin bank just to get a debit card. its so freakin far. im friggin lazy. or can u acually do this online? maybe ill try. hmm.
IF i ever have an online store, which im planning to have one up soon as possible, im gonna have nets so that its easy buys for people of all ages. that way kids dunt have to go thru mum and dad juz to get stuff they wanna buy. i mean, its stupid really. stuff you wanna get, what the hell should ur mum / dad give a fuck? so in that sense, isnt nets teh best way out? isnt it? im rite, rite?!
oh what do you all care..
