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Archive for February, 2006

mum, stop nagging

mum, can you please just stop nagging at me?!please?! im confused, really. which do you want me to do? get a full time job OR go back to school? i cant be doing both at the same time now, can i? sheesh. and besides, i definately wont be a technician or an engineer for that matter. didnt i tell you that i went to the wrong course in ITE?? rite. if you want it that badly,then mum, you work.leave me out of it. stop saying “this is a good job, this is a bad job,” aight? coz work is work.and i only wanted to do something that interests me. ill get a job, sure. but not at the moment coz no job interest me rite now. im sorry. im makin my own choices now.

and something else. a yay to me! a yay to me for finally getting the hang of dreamweaver. kinda long way to go but im makin good progress on my own. im havin fun learning it by myself. and damn. learning dreamweaver by one’s self isnt as easy as i had hoped. you need all the help you could get, books, net, tutorials. anything and evrything. and so i tried.

Back Blogging

rite, im back blogging. it’s been quite a while really. my previous blog died like 3 months ago, coz i was too lazy to think about what to write. lol. you guys can have a look at my previous blog. www.zeroartstyle.blogspot.com . well then. let me just summerise what has happened since then. ive ord-ed. and thats prolly the best feeling ever. free from regimentation!! 2 weeks after im free from being caged in camp, i got meself a job at sentosa luge. how cool is that!! working with the bunch of doinks that they are, is alwaes fun. work was’nt just a chore. it’s not even boring. haha. alwaes clowning around.yup yup. lol. you get to meet weirdies( guests). and the ” i knows i knows” they are the werst lot. they come from an island known as india, and with the arrogant face that they show to us suggesting that they knew how to play the luge itself. but they are just pretenders. coz they dunt know what to do even though weve intructed them a number of times!!! man, these people are makin our work so much harder!! haha. but i kinda quit after a month or so. wanted to become an operator but was positioned at ticketing.and that was’nt to my liking. sigh. And my “o” levels results. damn!! geez! they are alot more poorer than before. haha. but what really irritattes me is that i got an absent for english! i mean, its not even an f9 for goodness sake!! its totally ungraded!! argh! and paper 1 and 2 was freakin easy to say the least!! all coz i did’nt mange to attend my aoral exam. i had no choice now, do i? i was away on overseas tarining in taiwan!! its atec!!! geez!!! sigh..
hmm… tried applying for TP for either ADM (apparel design and merchandising) or VC (visual communication). but dunt really think i’ll be able to get in..
I wanted to retake my “o” levels again but mummy dearest told me not to waste anymore of my time. besides i got no money. . if any of u could lend me money, pls do!! u could mail it to
blk 174D edgedale plains #03-193. singapore(824174).. my names art by the way.=]
well i do hope there are still good souls in the world to help me… its for my education. sigh… closing date is like soon and im desperate to register!!
prolly be goin for higher nitec in infotech.. sigh what a whirlwind 3 months…