its been a cold day.had my final paper today.science paper 1.mcq.wasnt really difficult tho i still struggle on some questions.especially chemistry.physics really surprised me.during my time in sec school, i thought that physics would be the hardest subject coz its totally boring.but well now actually it seems easy.probably coz all it needs is alot of common sense.probably coz i dunt have any back then.probably thats why its difficult.
the downpour today was awesome.it rained since dawn and it still is when im writing my entry rite now.the cold air really gets to me.i was shivering in the exam hall becouse of the cold.geh..
i have to get my clearance form signed.else i wunt be able to ORD.sigh.. i wanna clear my leaves.next week gonna be my last week.woohoo!! and thats why i need to get the forms signed as soon as possible.ill try to get it done by tomorrow.theres ACCT mock test tomorrow,so no choice i have to be back in camp.bleah.. speaking of ACCT, tink ive forgotten most of the moves.propbably will be in trouble.oh well watever. ill manage i guess…
my cupboard got lotsa rubbish.have to clear them as well.i stuff everything inside.its kinda messy compared to teh rest.heh.. well tahst gonna be an easy job i think…
well then..
till tomorrow comes..
peace..

im nearing the end of my ns life.let me talk a little about my interesting bunkmates.first lets talk about my section IC.iqbal as is called is a really infutiurating guy whom id like to ignore.but seems hard coz most information are passed down to him and i have to talk to him to get the information.he really annoys me. talks like he knows everything.theres this guy in the bunk who is very good in checkers or dum as we always say.somehow or rather nowadaes he cld lose to anybody in thebunk now.yes i admit they have become stronger.but this iqbal aka IQ here cant beat him and he says taht now everybody can beat him coz now we know how to play the game.rite.he cant beat this guy yet and he talks like that.well u get my point.
the second bed next to him is me.so lets skip the bed and talk about the third guy, ridhuan,and he is the dum champion in my bunk whom i was talking earlier.yup.well anywae he irritating.hes alot more into retro and is a real old skool kinda guy.and hes irritating.well im not really close to him.so lets move on to another guy.rifai.aka budak gemok or fat child.this guy is one funny joker.really.he can make his mistakes look like normal when its actually not.hes juz so relax.the onli thing that gets him mad is when ppl persist in telling him hes fat.haha and hes an angry guy when he dosent have food.ok next to him is the no.1 guy everyone likes to hate.hes the wackest,lamest guy ive seen in ages.hes girly girly.and he wears pasar malam clothes to camp.which is a nono.pasar malam clothes are really a nono.he rides KR.and u know wat nickname he got?
hes called “kental rider” or lame rider in malay.hes probably got teh most nicknames amongst us all.. im not goin into that tho… haha..
aight talk more about this lata…

soccer.lets talk about soccer today.soccer,football,futbol.. “the beautiful game”.. bleah.. its juz one more sport to me now.whereas i used to actively play soccer,now i find it really boring.really.y boring?becoz people in my camp dunt really gave me the chance to play!thats y.and knowing that there are people who made the game like their own,just irks me.my secondary skool,siglap sec. is known for its soccer prowess.and when i got into ite,people were like amazed by my skills.my skills are like wae wae higher than theirs.it was simply fun to run around them.so yea football hasnt really died inside me.its more becoz there are people who made the game unbeautiful,thats why i stopped playing.oh im a a manchester united fan thru and thru by the wae. chelsea can juz go eat my crap and arsenal can juz go and die and liverpool..lets not even talk about liverpool.
but man u plays like crap now.seriously its irritating.but they won against chelsea so im not gon complain much.even if they won by luck.a win is a win i say and u chelsea fans out there, dunt give me the crap and complain.before roman abromovich took over,how many of u were actually chelsea fans??rite.ok i tink i should stop talking about football.
argh…goin back to camp tonite.suckkkkky….two more weeks.cmon juz two more weeks to go.hang on.jiayou. gambatte.bleah..who am i kiddin.

well well.. had my last paper for this week.and that paper happened to be the most feared by me.maths paper two.damn.well actually i felt like paper one was wae more difficult.but then again… probably about the same.
didnt finish quite well.had a few questions i went blank till the very last minute then i remembered how to do them questions.oh well.guess ill be comin back next year.hahax.im gon be a regular customer it seems.
man..im craving for nasi padang nowadaes.haix.how come theres no malay food stalls near my place.damn.
nasi padang,with the sambal goreng….whoo… wunt that be nice… hmmm…
ah crap.i hate talkin about food i like.now im hungry.jeez.

listening to graduation song made me realise how much i really missed secondary school.really.especially secondary three and four.man those were the times.those youth days.days when things were happening and never really happened.days when u get to sit outside the principals office.days when u got caned infront of the whole skool.days when everyone knows who ur crush is.days when ur crush juz got crushed by ur best friend.
days when u wanted to study,but in the end postpone it till the nest day and when next dae comes,postpone it again.cycle continues.and in the end u end up didnt studying at all.

those were the times of my youth.i could still remember the tears forming when i pass the gate that day(i dunt remember which day though).at that time i thought it was probably best to get out from the skool as soon as possible.but now i tink those were tears of missing everything about it.how i wished i could get to secondary school.reminising about those times…juz well… yea.now ive lost contact with 90 percent of my skoolmates.damn.even freindster dunt help much.

yea..enuf with the reminising of times.
another day comes.another day to look forward to.
rite…

yesterday’s English exam went by like chocolate.seriously this has got to be the most simplest O level exam yet.The questions were like erm..simple.. yea..wen other yrs u have to really search for the answers,this time time around the answers were liek right infront of ure eyes. if u didnt get the answer then u muz either do NOT know how to read or ure practically blind or ure juz dumb.paper one and paper two were outright simple. even a preschooler would say so.nah if preschooler would know then they muz be geniuses.rite.enuf wit the poops.
today tho was a different story altogether.man,this is the first time i did geography without having to sketch anything.and when i compare my answers with the rez, mine looked like peanuts.i mean,wow,they were using liek what,6/7 papers..??mine was like juz two.haha it made me looked dumb.oh well.cant really say much here.im juz a private candidate.and sitting in the examination hall,with nothing better to do, i looked at the students and it got me thinking…are these really…16yr olds..???? they well, they sure dunt look like one.they look …erm younger.is the next generation all gonna look like this..??hmm… oh well.doesnt really matter actually. and how the hell did i get into thi stopic anyway….
ahh… lata then..
i wanna go to the singapore design festival….

Chemistry was a lil bit weird juz now.weird coz its somewhere in the line of i dunno how to do it and this is chiken feet..rite rite. well but sect B was especially difficult for me.but thats probably my mistake for not really studying!! waited till teh very last minute to get my acts together.and by that i mean well really really last minute like half an hour before exam starts… oh yea.. wats the gases that pollutes the air again…??carbon monoxide( CO3) and …??? haah.. hmm..

well tmrs english.probably the onli saving grace for me in this yrs o level.id kill myslef if i dunt score well here. Juz hope everything went well tomorrow. weee… taking leave for the whole of this week. haha gonna come back refreshed than ever. and of coz itll get harder for me to get back in. feels like taking MC. hmm…
well then..all u demented fools..enjoy your hols..
peace.. ahha

aaaargh!!!maths was hell juz as i assume it would!!damn!!man.. how am i supposed to get past this obstacle… crap… i thought this yr i cld at least get a C6. but thats seems a lil farfetched now.with my standards rite now,D7 would probably be the best i cld master.heck id be grateful to even get a D7!!Tomorrows Science paper.i HAVE to do well.. damn damn damn damn damn!! Fuckin im losing my confidence already..bleah… this is a black monday for me.sigh… have to buck up.

And one more thing..Damn stupid layout wunt be done properly!!im having trouble at the very last bit!!and im askin Sarah to help me too.well i know shell be able to do it.todays probably gonna be another same ol’ boring day.. have to find something fun to do.or maeb hopefully somebody interesting will come and visit my family.ahhhhhhh watever..

aaaargh!!!maths was hell juz as i assume it would!!damn!!man.. how am i supposed to get past this obstacle… crap… i thought this yr i cld at least get a C6. but thats seems a lil farfetched now.with my standards rite now,D7 would probably be the best i cld master.heck id be grateful to even get a D7!!Tomorrows Science paper.i HAVE to do well.. damn damn damn damn damn!! Fuckin im losing my confidence already..bleah… this is a black monday for me.sigh… have to buck up.

And one more thing..Damn stupid layout wunt be done properly!!im having trouble at the very last bit!!and im askin Sarah to help me too.well i know shell be able to do it.todays probably gonna be another same ol’ boring day.. have to find something fun to do.or maeb hopefully somebody interesting will come and visit my family.ahhhhhhh watever..

aaaargh!!!maths was hell juz as i assume it would!!damn!!man.. how am i supposed to get past this obstacle… crap… i thought this yr i cld at least get a C6. but thats seems a lil farfetched now.with my standards rite now,D7 would probably be the best i cld master.heck id be grateful to even get a D7!!Tomorrows Science paper.i HAVE to do well.. damn damn damn damn damn!! Fuckin im losing my confidence already..bleah… this is a black monday for me.sigh… have to buck up.

And one more thing..Damn stupid layout wunt be done properly!!im having trouble at the very last bit!!and im askin Sarah to help me too.well i know shell be able to do it.todays probably gonna be another same ol’ boring day.. have to find something fun to do.or maeb hopefully somebody interesting will come and visit my family.ahhhhhhh watever..

aaaargh!!!maths was hell juz as i assume it would!!damn!!man.. how am i supposed to get past this obstacle… crap… i thought this yr i cld at least get a C6. but thats seems a lil farfetched now.with my standards rite now,D7 would probably be the best i cld master.heck id be grateful to even get a D7!!Tomorrows Science paper.i HAVE to do well.. damn damn damn damn damn!! Fuckin im losing my confidence already..bleah… this is a black monday for me.sigh… have to buck up.

And one more thing..Damn stupid layout wunt be done properly!!im having trouble at the very last bit!!and im askin Sarah to help me too.well i know shell be able to do it.todays probably gonna be another same ol’ boring day.. have to find something fun to do.or maeb hopefully somebody interesting will come and visit my family.ahhhhhhh watever..