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Archive for September, 2005

Haircut + Cellphone not usable

Had my haircut today.

Really crappy.

Crop hairstyle.

Suitable for ARMY life.

Sucky.

Thats pretty much what i did today.

Boring life,I know.

Not just my hair that got cut today.

Cellphone line got cut as well.

Double Sucky.

Losing Touch

Crap.. Juz havent been able to design anything lately.. be it graffiti or photoshops or sketching… none.. just what is it with me this month?! im like losing my touch… thats liek freakin crappy…. have to buck up.. probably needs more practice.. i dunno.. or maeb ill just see wt happens next month.. hahx.. well watever.. i tink that after a long layoff the touch is gone and i haveta restart all over again.. here i am, a guy with no talent, a guy who hated art during skool and now here i am someone who is designing something… time changed people i guess…
what the fuck am i blabbering about…
who am i kidding…

Expressing opinions

I thought that blogging was the place where people could express their opinions on everything–racial issues,poverty,sports,cultures and the likes.But now i have doubts coz now every body is pointing finger at each other and u get kids being caned in school,people get fired from their jobs… Its like u can share your opinions but its limited?what the hell… Know wat?u guys should just try to bring the blog thing down.. Itll satisfy u guys,no..?(”u guys” refers to those who cant take critisisms,abused etc.) I mean u cant have everyone liked u rite?theres bound to have someone who have a grudge against u.. Why?Becoz nobody is perfect..!!! Becoz we are HUMANS!!thats why we bitch!!tahts y we gossip!!

nevermind….
dunt think u people understand anywaes.
.so y bother…

Plague

Uneventful days are plagueing my life nowadays. Seems like theres nothing much to do out here.Kinda boring dosen’t it?Well yea.It is. Ive been sleeping,sleeping and sleeping and missng out on the great things in life. Imean sure yea,i love sleeping but maybe im doing it to much for my own good?sleeping for like 14 hrs,not sleeping at nite at all… turned nocturnal i guess.. and the most sucky thing is that im spending my vacation break in my own home.. sux dosent it, when i could go out and have fun..rite fun… Ive got a week more to go so i really do hope i changed things around…

DIE!!

today was just like any other day ever since i came back from Taiwan..slept like a log and dosent feel like waking up at all.. if my mom hadnt wake me up i guess i wouldnt have woken up at all.. and woudnt had the chance to write this entry… Actually slept quite early yesterday and still woke up late..at ard 2.53pm that is.. hibernating is more like it.. yea.. all i can say is im catching up on my sleep after all those early wake up calls in Taiwan.. yea..but am i overdoing it?haha.. i dunt think i am tho.. anywaez.. shall tell u all what i dreamt last nite.. Had a dream that i was killing someone..yea.. and that person turned out to be a buddy of mine in camp yupx… ahha.. i guess after all those remarks he said to me, i secretly wished he wld juz die… haha.. oh yea before u think anything know that im not a psycho and i dunt alwaes have this kinda mentality… but those who makes fun of my name..artzero.. i juz fuckin wished they would die.. haha yepx.. juz kidding…ahhax..

DIE!!

today was just like any other day ever since i came back from Taiwan..slept like a log and dosent feel like waking up at all.. if my mom hadnt wake me up i guess i wouldnt have woken up at all.. and woudnt had the chance to write this entry… Actually slept quite early yesterday and still woke up late..at ard 2.53pm that is.. hibernating is more like it.. yea.. all i can say is im catching up on my sleep after all those early wake up calls in Taiwan.. yea..but am i overdoing it?haha.. i dunt think i am tho.. anywaez.. shall tell u all what i dreamt last nite.. Had a dream that i was killing someone..yea.. and that person turned out to be a buddy of mine in camp yupx… ahha.. i guess after all those remarks he said to me, i secretly wished he wld juz die… haha.. oh yea before u think anything know that im not a psycho and i dunt alwaes have this kinda mentality… but those who makes fun of my name..artzero.. i juz fuckin wished they would die.. haha yepx.. juz kidding…ahhax..

DIE!!

today was just like any other day ever since i came back from Taiwan..slept like a log and dosent feel like waking up at all.. if my mom hadnt wake me up i guess i wouldnt have woken up at all.. and woudnt had the chance to write this entry… Actually slept quite early yesterday and still woke up late..at ard 2.53pm that is.. hibernating is more like it.. yea.. all i can say is im catching up on my sleep after all those early wake up calls in Taiwan.. yea..but am i overdoing it?haha.. i dunt think i am tho.. anywaez.. shall tell u all what i dreamt last nite.. Had a dream that i was killing someone..yea.. and that person turned out to be a buddy of mine in camp yupx… ahha.. i guess after all those remarks he said to me, i secretly wished he wld juz die… haha.. oh yea before u think anything know that im not a psycho and i dunt alwaes have this kinda mentality… but those who makes fun of my name..artzero.. i juz fuckin wished they would die.. haha yepx.. juz kidding…ahhax..

Fuckin Exhausted

Book in timing to camp was at 8am..Guess wat time i had to woke up..??Yeah..5am.. urgh.. Groggy morning..
And seriously though..come to think of it, it was pretty dumb to book in that early when we could book in a bit later…. all we did in the morning was to clean up the area and did nothing else. The real reason as to why we came back at all which is to take care of the stores only starts at 2pm… and to make things worse even though the whole company is called back.. only half were actually doing something teh rest were sleeping their hearts out.haix… And since it starts at 2pm.. the thing will most definately finish late which it does and we only gett o book out at 5pm… crap… doing all the hard/free labour plus the lack of sleep really exhausted the hell out of me.. slept all the way during my destination back home… ahhx.. thats how tired i was… crappy….

Winning Eleven 9–Nerve wrecking

Went to Orchard today for the first time since i came back from Taiwan.. Well.. seems that Orchard really hadnt changed at all..Still a an acceptable place to hang out altho the buildings,shops,events are getting boring to me..Really, Orchard needs a revamp..That way it’ll attract alot more ppl which in turn will attract more customers which means that it will bring in more revenue for the shops,rite?im rite arent i..??yea well whatever.. well today gave Dee her bday present which i hope she like it coz i had a hard time figuring out which pendant to get for her…… yea… haha..

My review for Winning Eleven 9

Winning Eleven 9 is undoubtedly the best soccer game ever made.Gameplay is superb,control wise better than before..but it is definately irritating the hell out of me!! Why, u say? It’s coz the bloody results wunt go my wae!!im almost on the verge of breaking ,my PS2!!Seriously this installment is wae waeeeeeeeeee harder,the difficulty level has been upped by a couple of notch..and im only playin the level 3 stars.. Have to improve on my situation awareness i guess.. But its in japanese and i can only read so much..so thats a problem.. i hope the patch system will be up soon…… coz i really need that.. yea…Sigh…

TAIWAN PHOTOS…

Recently a friend of mine commented that i didnt take care of her as much as she wouldve liked.. which actually kinda irritates the hell out of me..said that she treasures lil stuff.. like talkin over love life, and sckool werk and stuff…yea yea yea… POINT IS HOW THE FUCK DO I KNOW OF UR PROBLEM WEN U DON’T TALK TO ME ABT THOSE??!!!AND ITS MY FAULT NOW??!!all i can say is fuck u…. yea…. maeb i dont really show it much.. but i really care for her… u people juz dunt get it… u already know that im reserved,quiet and talks only wen needed.. and i felt that people ur age, need indipendency.. thats y i dunt bitch around telling,nagging abt the werld.. coz i respect u.. thast y i do these kinda things.. coz i felt that shes able to take care of urself without me bothering much thats y i left her by one side… but know that wen it comes to crunch time… know that ME– I’ll be the one taking care of her..not ur bestest friend or ur bf or anybody els.. thats coz U are PRECIOUS to me.. u big lil dumb freak…. im disappointed that she feel that i didnt care for her….. well yea.. ive got lotsa things to comment on..but i think ill juz keep the rest of them wit me… dunt want the whole werld to know yah..?

ON ANOTHER NOTE…
My god damn PC juz keeps on havin adwares and spywares..which is frustrating the hell out of me.. slows down the already slow computer till it reached the breakin point…what should i do.. should i juz format everything?? or wat..?for now think ill juz go with “or wat”… yea…

yea i did promise u guys my photos in taiwan.. so here they are…


in the bunk…


dog got hit by rabies desease??urgh…


me and the hot dancer…


TYPHOON!!!but thats sky’s nice…


cool??


tokyo or orchard?nah.. its juz ximen ting…


real??nope.. its a miniature… got u dere didnt it…

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