random darkness
Just another random suicidesArchive for July, 2005
Rooms a Garbage..
hmm… ive thought abt this for a long time..i tink i wanna try wakeboarding… it looks really coool and simple i tink.. coz most probably ive tried skateboarding b4 i guess.. so i dunt think holding my ground in wakeboardin will be much of a problem for me.. but its an expensive sport and i dunno where to get the money rite now… maeb ill rob a bank?haha…
On to the other news….
my appartment..well actually its juz my room..but anywae..its really in a mess… things juz keep on pilin up… looks like a garbage dump now…ahah.. mums been nagging me to clear up..but problem is im not home of teh time.. so cant really clear those shit stuff…haix……………
FUCKERS STOLE MY HANDPHONE
ARGH fuck fuck fuck fuck FUUUUUUUUCKKKK!!!lost my handphone.. most probably stun by others while im sleeping..cant believe it..its an old model ..a ragged piece of crap and yet ppl still wants it..what can they do wit it anywae?sell it?its zero value!!!! Fuck piece of shit… losing my handphone isnt that much big of a deal to me.. but.. losing the contacts inside the handphone..well that could cause an uproar!!shitheads……….
FUCK THEM!!
Bummer….
Been bored outta my head lately.. Cant seem to figure out why though… Must be the season of boredom… Havent done any graffs lately either… and damn shit i tell ya.. my Mother Tongue O level Oral Exam totally sucks… Big Time i tell ya.. I mean c’mon… They give me questions that im not able to answer!! im serving national service and how am i suppose to know which tv programmes is good for the brain currently…??!!! Thats like a bummer….
same shit different days
same shit different days….sigh….. oh well…..
sigh…….. aight.signing out….
You Reap What U Sow
Hmmm…. I discovered that if u stopped writing for quite a while, say 5 yrs its hard to get back on track.. yea like me rite now.. And thats why I have’nt had teh slightest idea what to write right now.. Bloggers block u say?yea maybe thats true….
Ah well….. Think ill just write abt somethin…but what thing??!!!
Oh yea recently i saw this banner in punggol sec which had a gerl quoting “I realised my potential”.. Appearently she got six distinction for her o levels last year… well im not one to say but how can u realise ur potential?? the only thing she got six distinction is coz she worked hard for it.. you reap what u sow.. Is realising working hard a potential?? how cld that be….
Oh well… im just stating nonsense i guess… Go Figure….
What’s the Future Gonna Be…?
My Encik(my CSM actually..)asked me what i want to become after ORD..Basically my future..What i will do with it..He seems worried that I’ll go astray or something..
But ive reassured him that I’m going to be successful.So successful that I’m not goin to return for reservist.Hell no way i’m goin back to army life.Yup Yup..
Well anyway i told him that after ORD i’ll get my diploma in IT–most probably grpahic designing..then I’ll be my own boss and opens up my very own clothing line..
Urban Art Collection complete with the tagline,”style is not to be compromised.”hehe
Well thats my big dream and I’ll keep on moving forward with that dream in mind even if none believes in me..I’ll move a step forward slowly but surely.Yea..haha..
“Think this is stupid?Think again…”
“I won’t ever give up even if I’m at my wits end..”
“In fact,I’m gonna get up stronger than ever……..”
Haha…whatever…
www.one.org
EVERY THREE SECONDS
ONE CHILD DIES
SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER
SOMEBODY’S SON
DEAD
EVERY THREE SECONDS.
Yea I know.. Have’nt updated my blog for quite a while.. been busy.. Touch down in Singapore on the 24th of June ‘05..Had a break after that and only get back to traing on Tuesday.. kinda hectic after that though… preparation for ATEC stage 1 has already started and now we’ll be having granade throwing sessions for like everyday and everytime.. which is a waste of time i think..Anyway.. Life still goes on and I’m still contemplating weather or not to go for Ex Starlight..which is in Taiwan… should I or should I not chao keng..?Hmm.. that is what been bothering me for this past week…
Training aside, I’m beginnin to realise that my [campmates/buddies/brothers in arms] kinda looked down on me.. I’ts frustrating but I’ll just pretend that I don’t realise that for now..Just to see what happens next.. If these people think they can step on my head and walk free they should think again..Just because they are gangsters/ah bengs/mats dosen’t make me inferior to them…
Yea..whatever..
Its been a long tiring week..
And it’ll be a long tiring week starting tomorrow..sucks…
Aight then…



